Not so much about the drama, (which is pretty good, you should watch it), but I felt like we should talk about the aspect of friendship in it.
Go Hye Mi and Yoon Baek Hee are good friends (more like Baek Hee is the slave of Hye Mi because she admires and loves her so much). But one day, in a joint audition to a music school, Hye Mi betrays Baek Hee and says that she wants to be judged individually and not as a team. However, the judge picks Baek Hee as the winner. Totally betrayed, and finally realizing the one sided friendship, Baek Hee decides to eliminate Hye Mi from her life.
This brings me to my point: People's hearts are not sponges. You can't grab them when you need them, use them for all their worth, wring it out dry, and toss it back to the sink.
Remember that friends that truly care about you, care about every aspect and every part of you. They don't cherry pick what they want to be a part of and what they would rather not care about, especially not out of self interest. Friends that truly care about you make sacrifices for you. They do what you want, even if they don't want to, because they want you to be happy. They'll think of you, they'll consider you, and accommodate you because they care about what you think, feel, and go through. If you hurt, they hurt. If you bleed, they bleed. If you smile, they smile.
That is why it is one of the worst feelings in the world is when a person doesn't receive this same kind of friendship back from the one they give it to.
Then, it's time to do what Baek Hee did. Walk away. Don't be someone elses sponge. It's hard, and difficult to go through, but remember it's time to be the flower in the garden because no one comes to look at the weeds.
The Rice Cracker Circle
Sunday, April 12, 2015
Saturday, April 11, 2015
No Game No Life
An anime I watched recently and thoroughly enjoyed. It's about these siblings who are absolute geniuses. They center this genius power, and their entire lives, around gaming. So they get sucked into a computer and into a different universe where everything is decided through games. Naturally, they win every single game because as a team, this brother and sister duo is unbeatable.
Just to get this out of the way: it has an awesome story line, very clever, (a little too much fanservice), and the art is pretty good. Watch it.
Now, to get to what I really wanted to write about. There is a memorable line that they said several times that really stuck with me (definition of memorable duh). "Every game is won before it even begins." That is how this brother and sister duo are able to defeat every opponent: they research, study, calculate, prepare, so that they ultimately win the game before it has even begun.
There is always someone out there who has already won the game. They have already calculated all the angles and sides. The equations have been solved. X has been found. Before the timer even moves past the zero mark. Whether it's a game of, "who can get the highest score on the physics exam" or a literal game of rock paper scissors, someone has already claimed the winning slot.
This seems unfair. What about everyone else? Nothing is fair. But who is that someone? There is no exclusion to who that someone is. Because anyone: you or I...
Can be that someone who wins every game before it even begins.
Just to get this out of the way: it has an awesome story line, very clever, (a little too much fanservice), and the art is pretty good. Watch it.
Now, to get to what I really wanted to write about. There is a memorable line that they said several times that really stuck with me (definition of memorable duh). "Every game is won before it even begins." That is how this brother and sister duo are able to defeat every opponent: they research, study, calculate, prepare, so that they ultimately win the game before it has even begun.
There is always someone out there who has already won the game. They have already calculated all the angles and sides. The equations have been solved. X has been found. Before the timer even moves past the zero mark. Whether it's a game of, "who can get the highest score on the physics exam" or a literal game of rock paper scissors, someone has already claimed the winning slot.
This seems unfair. What about everyone else? Nothing is fair. But who is that someone? There is no exclusion to who that someone is. Because anyone: you or I...
Can be that someone who wins every game before it even begins.
Monday, August 25, 2014
Episode 16: Tonight, I'll be Crooked
Episode 16
Nothing lasts forever.
In the end, you changed. There is no reason, no sincerity. Take away such
a thing as love. Tonight, I'll be
crooked. Leave me alone, I was alone anyway. I have no one, everything is
meaningless. Take away the sugar-coated comfort. Tonight, I'll be crooked.
Isabelle
hung up her phone. She didn't want to go anywhere or do anything, but Jay kept
calling and texting.
"Let's go to the coffee shop! Want to have a jam
session with us? Come over and eat with us at least." Jay was desperate to
get Isabelle out of her room, but no matter what he came up with, she wasn't
interested.
Isabelle
sat at her desk, leaning on her hand, staring blankly at the pitcher of water
on her desk. It was nearly empty, and a drop of water hung onto the tip of the
pitcher, dangling dangerously, threatening to drop onto the wooden desk. "I wonder when I'll fall. When what
little I've managed to become just, falls and disappears." She thought to
herself. "Why should I even practice if nothing's going to come of it? All
my effort, will be, meaningless."
"Isabelle! Are you in there?!" A loud knocking
made her jump out of her chair. "It's me, Hendrick! Open up! Hurry!"
Isabelle jumped up to open the door to find Hendrick all dressed up in a black
tux and black bowtie. His hair smoothed down, and his glasses shining clean.
"Wow. You look...normal." Isabelle admired.
"Where's your usual quirky attire?" Hendrick smiled mischievously and
pulled up his pant legs to reveal his unmatched neon socks. Isabelle chuckled.
"So I know someone who got me these tickets." He
pulled out two tickets from his pocket. "And it looks like they're for a Yundi
Li concert where he plays...Chopin." He raised an eyebrow at her, waiting
for the response. Isabelle's eyes lit up.
"How did you get those? When is it?!"
Hendrick looked down at his suit and raised his arms as if
to present himself.
"Tonight?!" Isabelle found herself growing with
excitement.
"More specifically..." Hendrick checked his shiny
watch. "...in 20 minutes."
"20 minutes?!" Isabelle looked down at her tank
top and sweat pants, trying to fix her messy hair. "Why didn't you tell me
earlier? It looks like you had enough time to get ready!"
"Well..." Hendrick said sheepishly, "I was
afraid if I gave you more time, you might think about it too much and decide
not to go..."
"Well what would you do if I decided I wouldn't go
right now? Simply because I don't have enough time to get ready?" Isabelle tried acting angry.
"So...does that mean you're not going...or..."
Hendrick asked slowly. Isabelle tried looking angry, but gave up.
"No, of course I'm going. Give me a minute." With
that she closed the door in his face and frantically undressed and pulled out a
dress from her closet. Hendrick stood outside with stupid grin on his face,
dancing on his toes with excitement.
A couple minutes later Isabelle burst from her room and
grabbed Hendrick by the arm.
"Hurry! We're going to be late!"
"Wait!! Aren't you going to lock your door..."
But Isabelle was dragging him along, her long pink dress
flowing behind her. They jumped into the elevator, and as it finally opened in
the lobby, they dashed outside. They hailed a taxi and went full speed ahead to
the concert hall.
They arrived in front of the large concert hall ten minutes
later. Most of the crowd had gone it, except for a few people. They hurried up
the steps and into the building. Hendrick pulled her into the concert hall.
Thousands of people filled the room, facing a majestic stage. On the stage sat
a large orchestra and in the middle, a beautiful, black piano, the white keys
shining under the stage lights. Hendrick lead her further and further to the
front. There they found two empty seats in the fifth row.
"How did you get seats so close?" Isabelle asked
as they sat down.
"I have some connections." Hendrick smiled
brightly at her. Isabelle felt her heart jump a little at his smile, and
quickly turned away to face the stage.
The lights dimmed, and a spotlight formed as the director
stepped onto the stage and took his place at the podium. The audience applauded
loudly. The director gave a short introduction, before the spot light shifted
to the edge of the stage, and Yundi Li emerged. The audience thundered with
excitement and eagerness. He took his place at the piano and nodded to the
director. Then with one movement of his baton, the orchestra burst into life.
Isabelle became lost in everything. Somehow all the problems
and worries she had where nowhere to be found. She listened to the magic of the
orchestra and the piano and found inspiration. She found motivation, and more
importantly, strength. The roaring applause of the audience woke her up from
her trance, and she watched as Yundi Li stood on the stage, taking a bow. "I want to be someone who inspires the
audience like that." Isabelle thought.
"That's where I want to be." Isabelle said.
Hendrick gently took her hand in his, and leaning in close so she could hear
him,
"Me too."
Isabelle gently
squeezed his hand, finding comfort in him that she never expected. They stood
up and began following the crowd out of the concert hall. As they stepped
outside into the lobby area, they began seeing stares and fingers pointing at
them.
"Isn't that Isabelle Young? That daughter of Yang Chun
Hwa?"
"Who's that guy she's with? I thought she was dating
some rock, or pop star whatever?"
Isabelle felt her stomach plummet to the ground. Hendrick
grabbed a hold of her hand and began pulling her toward the exit.
"Wait! Isabelle! Wait! Say something for the
camera!" A reporter had seen them and camera flashes began erupting.
Hendrick quickly hailed a taxi that was already stopped there.
"Come on, get it." Hendrick helped Isabelle into
the cab, and jumped in after her. The reporters ran up to the cab as it began
pulling away. "That was a close one." Hendrick sighed and leaned back
into the seat. Isabelle felt the magic of the performance ebb away as the
problems of her real world came flooding back.
The cab pulled up in front of their music building. Holding
onto Hendrick's arm, they walked into the lobby and took the elevator up. They
stepped out into the 8th floor common room and were greeted by the voice of a
loud reporter, and Jay pacing back and forth. Isabelle nervously stepped out of
the elevator and dropped her hold on Hendrick's arm. Jay whipped around to look
at Isabelle. He hurried over to her and put his hand on her shoulders.
"Where have you been? Why did you go out without
telling me? What's he doing here?" Jay looked coldy over at Hendrick.
"We just went to a concert." Hendrick said just as
coldy, returning Jay's glare.
"I thought you said you didn't want to do
anything?" Jay asked Isabelle. Isabelle couldn't look at him, she just
shrugged his hands off her shoulders and turned to hurry back to her room.
"What did you do?!" Jay turned angrily to
Hendrick. Hendrick straightened up, the same height as jay he looked him right
in the eye.
"Why? Is she your girlfriend?"
"Yeah! She is!"
"Oh really? Did she say that herself? Or are you just
assuming that?" Jay broke off his glare first, looking after Isabelle. "That's
what I thought." Hendrick turned and began walking away, but Jay stopped
him, slamming his hand into Hendrick's shoulder. They locked eyes again,
glaring coldly and angrily at each other. Then all of a sudden they heard a
crying scream. Jay and Hendrick jumped into action and bolted down the hallway.
Isabelle's door was open, and she was sitting on the ground,
her pink dress in a puddle around her. Tears streaming down her face as she
stared at her room. Hendrick and Jay came to a skidding halt behind and stared
in disbelief at her room. All her papers and music books were torn and strewn
all over the room. Everything on her desk was in a broken pile on the ground.
The sheets on her bed, the clothes in her closet, all of her belongings were in
a state of ruin.
"Who did this?!" Jay shouted, and turned to
Hendrick.
"Why would I know?!! Isabelle, are you ok?"
Looking at her destroyed room, Isabelle felt just as broken
as her things. Her friends were angry enough at her to ruin her belongings. She
could hear Hendrick and Jay trying to talk to her, trying to lift her off the
ground, but she didn't want to stand up.
"Come on Isabelle," Jay put her arm over his
shoulders and started lifting, "We'll make them pay for this. They can't
get away with doing something like this." Isabelle wanted to shout at him,
wanted to tell him that's not what she wanted.
"Isabelle, can you hear me?" Hendrick held onto
her hand. "I'll talk to them with you ok? I'll make them listen to what
you have to say. This is all an accident."
She wanted to hold onto him, to tell him to help her, but Jay pulled her
into the room, and closed the door, leaving Hendrick standing there helplessly.
"Here, sit down." Jay set Isabelle down on her bed.
"Here have some water. It's like the only thing they didn't knock
over." Jay reached for the water pitcher on the desk and picked up the
toppled over mug. He poured her some water and handed it to her. Isabelle took
the water and swallowed a large mouthful, trying to stop her sobbing and
hiccupping.
"It was probably Karin." Jay sat down next to her.
"She seemed the most angry. You want me to go get her? She's right down
the hall right?" Isabelle shook her
head and finished off the mug of water.
"No. I don't want to...do accuse her."
"Why?! It has to be her! Who else would think to do
this?!" Jay exclaimed. But Isabelle's eyes were glued on the water
pitcher.
"What?" Jay looked over at the pitcher.
"What's wrong?"
"That pitcher..." Isabelle felt her fingers
loosening from around the mug. "It's full."
"Yeah...? I guess she was nice enough not to spill
water all over your room." Jay picked up the pitcher and looked at it more
closely, sniffing it.
"It...was empty...when I ...left." Isabelle dropped
the mug to the ground, unable to move her hands.
"Isabelle?" Jay started panicking. Isabelle saw her room spinning around her, her
throat burning as if on fire. Her stomach seemed to scream in place of her
throat. Then everything went dark.
Jay watched in shock as Isabelle slid from the bed to the
ground and began shaking. He dropped to her side and tried holding her still,
screaming for her to talk to him. Her eyes were open, but she wasn't seeing
anything.
"Help!! Someone help!" Jay screamed for someone,
and held Isabelle in his arms as she started to stop shaking. Tears rolled down
Jay's face as Isabelle looked up at him with a lifeless stare. Hendrick burst
into the room and as soon as he saw her, burst into action. He whipped out his
phone and called an ambulance.
Jay ran down the hallway, Isabelle dangling unconscious from
his arms. Hendrick called the elevator and ran out of the building with Jay.
The ambulance pulled up as they came out and the medics pulled out a stretcher.
Placing Isabelle on the stretcher, Jay leapt into the back of the ambulance
after her, Hendrick right behind him. The ambulance speed through the city, and
pulled up in front of the hospital.
In a frantic rush, Isabelle was pushed into the building and
into a room. Jay and Hendrick watched, their noses pushed up against the glass
as nurses and doctors crowded in.
"We need to pump her stomach! Hurry!" They pushed a tube down her throat and began
to drain her stomach.
For what seemed like days, the room finally began to clear
out and Jay and Hendrick rushed in.
"What happened? Is she ok?" Jay shouted at the
nurses. The nurses looked solemnly at
each other.
"Someone tell me what's going on!!" Jay shook a
nurse by her shoulders.
"She's had arsenic poisoning. She drank a lot of it,
someone had to have put it in the water, it's not natural. We did what we
could, but it was a lot of poisoning. She had a seizure, and is in a coma right
now, and we don't know if...if she's going to be ok." A nurse spoke quietly and nervously. Jay let
his arms drop down to his side, his face completely blank, his whole body in
shock. Hendrick was kneeling at the side of the bed, holding onto Isabelle's
hand, head hanging down toward the ground. Isabelle just lay there. Eyes
closed. Oblivious to the pain, heartache, and love that surrounded her in the
room.
_____
"Where am I?" Isabelle looked around her, but all
she could see was a white fog.
"Fenghuang? Is that you?" A woman's voice came
from somewhere in the fog. Isabelle looked around frantically. Then out of the
fog a woman dressed in light blue gown stepped out, a look of worry on her
face.
"Mom? Mom!!" Isabelle started running toward her,
but no matter how hard she tried, the ground seemed to be made of sand that
held her in place, dragging her downward. The woman reached an arm out to her.
"Stay still." She said, "You're in a coma.
You can't move." The woman seemed to drift closer until she was in front
of Isabelle.
"Mom, what are you talking about? I'm...oh..." the
memory came flooding back, drinking the water, the pain, everything becoming
dark.
"She was just jealous. Don't hate her too much."
Isabelle's mom reached for Isabelle's hand, but her own hand passed through
like it was nothing more than a cloud of smoke.
"Who? Who did this? Where are we? Am I here forever?
Mom, tell me!" Isabelle tried to touch her, but her arms went through the
smoky image of her mother.
"We're in the in-between land, between earth and the
heavens. I felt you come here, and came down to meet you. But don't worry, you
won't be here for long."
"What do you mean? But I want to stay here with you!
" Isabelle felt herself crying, but there weren't any tears on her face.
"There's people waiting for you to go back. Don't do what I did and leave them behind."
Her mom's face became sad suddenly. "I'm sorry I didn't go back. Unlike
you, I didn't have very long to stay here, I didn't have any time to make a decision,
and...it was too late." A small silvery tear rolled down her cheek. "You
can stay here for as long as you like though. As long as your physical body is
ok, you consciousness can stay here until you're ready." She tried to
smile again.
"Ready for what?" Isabelle asked quietly.
"Ready to go back. Or, move on." Isabelle became excited again.
"You mean, I can choose to stay with you?!"
"Sure. If that's what you want." The smoky figure
of her mom seemed to ripple like a puddle of water. "I have to go soon. I
can't visit here for long."
"How do I choose? Who do I tell?" Isabelle began
to panic as the image of her mom began to ripple even more, distorting the
image.
"Let the sand, or the clouds take you." And with
that, the image was gone.
Isabelle could feel the sand around her ankles, keeping her
grounded to earth. She lifted her hands, trying to feel the foggy clouds, but
they couldn't be grasped.
"Where do I go from here?" She knelt down and
hugged her knees. "I want to be with my mom again, but I also want to be
with..."
"Isabelle!" A voice rang in the distance.
"Hendrick!" Isabelle jumped up and searched for
the dorky boy with glasses. "Hendrick where are you? What are you doing
here?" But there was no sight of Hendrick.
"Isabelle! Can you hear me?" The voice came again,
seeming to come from beneath her.
"Yes! Hendrick! I can hear you! Where are you?!"
Isabelle tried getting as close to the ground as possible to hear him.
"I don't know if you can hear me but..."
Hendrick's voice echoed in the fog. "If you're in there...can you like,
squeeze me hand or something? Please? Let me know you can hear me."
"I...I can hear you Hendrick!" Isabelle shouted.
"But how do I...how do I squeeze...I can't!" Isabelle moved her hand
in a squeezing motion, but she couldn't feel his hand.
"If you can hear me..." Hendrick continued,
"Just know that I'm always here. It's been a month now...but I'll still
come every day. I promise." The sound of his voice rang through the
emptiness Isabelle stood in.
"A month? I've been here a month?" Isabelle began
to realize that every minute she spent in the in-between, was an entire day
back on earth. "I want to go back." She thought. But then she looked
upward, "But...my mom. Maybe my dad? I won't have to be sad over my
friends anymore. I won't have to deal with the stupid paparazzi..." She
started to feel lighter, as if the fog was lifting her up. She felt lost in her
imagination, of what it would be like to be free of all her worries. But then
the voice came again.
"Isabelle! No!! Isabelle please don't go! Don't leave
me. Please." Isabelle jumped at the sound of Hendrick's shouting voice.
She looked down and realized she was high above the ground now. She had let the
clouds lift her up without realizing it.
"Wait! No...I...I can't!" Isabelle struggled
against the clouds keeping her afloat. "Hendrick! I...I have to go back.
Please." She finally felt her feet submerge into the sand again. She knew
that even though there would be trouble and heartache, she still had a lot to
do.
She closed her eyes and thought of Hendrick. Thought of her
dreams, and what the music had said to her. Slowly, she felt the sand pulling
her down, creeping up her leg, past her knees, up to her hips, and engulfed
her.
______
"Oh my god. Isabelle!" Evie grabbed the door
handle about to open the car door.
"No!" A hand reached over and grabbed her arm
stopping her.
"But she's...is she ok?" Evie watched as the
ambulance put Isabelle on a stretched and pushed her into the back, Jay and
Hendrick jumping in after her.
"Why do you care? This is what we wanted!"
"But I...I..." Evie flashed back to a moment a
week ago. She saw herself standing next to Raj, at his makeshift laboratory in
his room, pouring chemicals into tubes and stirring beakers on a hot plate.
"So what's that you're mixing into the
water?" Evie peered over his
shoulder.
"This is arsenic. It's colorless, odorless, and can be
very fatal if taken too much. But, I'm working on a theory, that maybe in small
amounts, it could potentially kill cancer cells in patients, while causing
minimal, reversible damage on healthy cells." Raj swished the tube a
little and set it aside.
"What would happen if someone were to...drink it?"
Evie eyed the large stock of arsenic he kept in his storage box.
"Well, if taken in an extremely large dose...it would
probably kill someone. Or make them
really sick. Depends how much you give
them really."
Evie returned to the present as the ambulance lights flashed
as it drove by her.
"What have I done?" Evie looked down at her hands.
"Don't worry. You only messed up her room a bit. I'm
the one who actually mixed it in. Besides, she deserves it. After taking away
what we both wanted. They all need to be taught a lesson. Now get out of my car
before anyone sees us together."
"But..Cera...I have to tell someone..."
"No! Evie, listen to me, don't tell anyone. Or else
it's over for your music career, and over for my acting career. Got it?! And I
won't hesitate to do the same to you if you decide to betray me. I'm much more
famous and powerful than you, I can make anything happen. Understand?"
Evie nodded, terrified.
"Good. Get out."
Evie frantically opened the door and rushed out, hurrying
toward the building and dashing inside.
"No one messes with Cera Chan." Cera flipped her
hair over her shoulder, turned on the car, and drove away.
Tonight, I'll be crooked.
~Evie
Sunday, August 24, 2014
Episode 15: All Alone
Recapitulation: Winter Continued
The real name of love is definitely hatred. Hope is
the parent of disappointment and despair. Misunderstanding is always the cause
of pain.
"Why did
you... how could you...do you know what's going to happen?!"
"I'm sorry,
calm down. I can handle this."
"No you
can't! Didn't I tell you everything? Why would you still do this?!"
Isabelle dropped into the couch, not able to stand any longer.
"It'll be
fine." Jay sat down next to her trying to comfort her. "Maybe they
won't look into it that much and won't find out."
In a small, private back room, Jay,
Isabelle, Uncle Chin, and Chin Lu waited. They waited for some brilliant idea
to strike them as to what they should do. The paparazzi raged outside the
little room.
"Find out
what?!" Chin Lu's angry voice boomed. "Are you hiding something
else?" Isabelle took a deep breath. I have to tell them, she thought.
Maybe they can help me. Without looking them in the eyes, she told them.
"That's
great. That's just great. As if Jay kissing you in public isn't enough trouble
to deal with" Chin Lu threw his hands in the air. "Chin Ye, this is
your problem. I'll take care of Jay. The paparazzi is bound to find out sooner
or later about Isabelle though. I'd say you'd have one day at most before it
leaks out. Are you prepared for this?" Isabelle began to feel terrified.
"No. No
they can't. Please. Isn't there anything you can do? Call them? Talk to
them?" she started to panic. She needed a chance to tell Evie, Karin,
everyone. She didn't want them to know she had been lying to them. She didn't
want them to be angry.
"It's not
that easy..."Uncle Chin looked the most serious Isabelle had ever seen
him. "Why did you decide not to tell anyone? Why the secrecy?"
Isabelle knew
that everyone would be asking her this now, but she didn't quite know how to
answer it yet.
"Come on.
Let's get out of here. We can think this through once we get back." Chin
Lu turned to walk toward the door. Jay helped Isabelle off the couch, but
Isabelle's mind wasn't thinking about him. All she could think about were her
friends, hoping they would still accept her. And for some reason, she kept
thinking of Hendrick, hoping that he would be ok.
Chin Lu slowly
opened the door, and Isabelle braced herself for the cameras and shouting that
would burst through. But the sound was much different than they expected. There
were no shouts for Jay. There was no demand to know why he did what he had just
done on stage. He seemed to be invisible. There were only shouts for,
"Isabelle!
Isabelle! Over here! Is it true your real name is Yang Fenghuang?"
"Is it true
you're the daughter of previously famous classical pianist Yang Chun Hwa?"
"Why have
you been hiding under an alias? How come you haven't come forth to the public?"
Isabelle felt
her heart drop into her guts. They already knew. She felt her knees grow weak
as the shouts and accusations towards her grew louder and louder.
_____
"Oh my god.
Karin, Raj, Hendrick. Come over here. Look at this." Evie turned up the
volume on the tv and an attractive American news reporter started speaking.
"This New
Years eve has brought much more exciting news in the Chinese music industry
than this entire past year. Here we see rock star sensation Jay, who was
brought to a conference regarding his discrepancies, confirming our suspicions
about his cheating on actress Cera Chan. At today's press conference he openly
admitted his relationship with classical musician, Isabelle Young, was more
than a close friendship, showing his love for her with a sensual kiss for the
reporters at the conference. However, this has not proven to be the most
shocking news yet. This kiss naturally raised a panic amongst the reporters and
many investigators leapt into action to figure out, who exactly is Isabelle Young?
And our efforts have been fruitful. Isabelle Young, once known as Yang
Fenghuang before her adoption by her grandparents from the United States, is
the daughter of Yang Chun Hwa, well known, world-wide, classical pianist before
her early death at the age of 35 from a brain aneurysm. At the time of her
death, all that was released about the child left behind was the adoption by
her grandparents and departure from China. Now she has resurfaced as Isabelle
Young, and is following in her mother's footsteps as a classical pianist. Will
she be able to become as rich and famous as her mother was? But an even more
jolting question, why did she keep her heritage a secret for the past year that
she had returned? Thank you for watching Hot Topic news. This is..." Evie
turned the TV off, and turned to look at her friends.
"Did you
guys know?" She asked, voice shaking. Everyone silently shook their heads.
"Why didn't she tell us? Yang Chun Hwa is her mom?!! I grew up listening
to her music recordings and watching her concerts and reruns on tv! And
Isabelle is..." Evie felt a tingling of jealousy start to creep through
her body.
"She vanted
to use zat as an advantage! She vanted to vait until our final performance, and
tell everyone, and zen everyone vould love her and vant her to succeed."
Karin said angrily, "She sinks she can beat us with her mothzers
name."
"I don't
think that's what she was going to do." Hendrick tried to calm down Karin
and Evie who were starting to bicker about Isabelle. "She must have a reason
for not telling us."
"What
reason could she have? We were her friends! Why couldn't she tell us?!"
Evie's voice was strained, trying to hold in her need to yell.
"She
probably doesn't want all this publicity..." Hendrick tried.
"I have to
try zo hard to get here," Karin said darkly, eyes cast down at the floor,
"And she gets all of zis attention and fame because of her mothzer. Uncle
Chin probably know too. She probably uzed her mothzer's name to be here in ze
first place."
"What are
you talking about? We've all heard her play! She's amazing." Hendrick defended
Isabelle, but Karin was walking away, not listening. "Evie, come on, I
know she didn't mean to keep it a secret." But even Evie had stopped
listening and strut out of the room. Turning desperately to Raj, Hendrick tried
to plead with him. Raj only shrugged, a sad look in his eyes, but turned to
follow Evie.
Hendrick sighed and turned the TV
back on. More pictures of Isabelle and her mother flashed across the news.
"I'm here for you." Hendrick whispered as he flipped through channel
after channel, finding the same news on every one.
______
Karin dug furiously through a large
box she kept in the back of her closet. Pulling out an old, dusty envelope, she
sat down on the floor, leaning against a wall. She lifted the flap and pulled
out the yellowed, aged Polaroid photo. A
little girl who looked just like Karin was smiling in the photo, with two
people standing behind her, arms around her shoulders. "I must have only
been three." Karin thought. This was the only photo she had with her
parents where she was smiling. "It's before it all started." Karin
slowly tucked the picture away, and leaned her head back against the wall,
closing her eyes, and letting herself go back in her past to her fourth
birthday.
"Happy birthday, Karin! Look
what mommy and daddy got you!"
There stood a small, upright piano in the little family room. The keys
were yellowed, the wood finish chipped, the bench too high and covered in a
layer of dust, but to her parents the piano meant the world to them. They saved
for it before Karin was even born. Now a little more than four years later,
they spent everything they could to buy it. Even in its poor condition, the
piano seemed to create a majestic atmosphere in the tiny, run-down house that
Karin and her parents called home.
____
"Can I go play now?" Karin
sat on the piano bench, a pout on her lips. "You've only practiced for
half an hour." Her mother said sternly. She sat in a chair placed right
next to the piano and watched as Karin practiced every day. "But my
teacher says since I'm only five I only have to do 30 minutes!" Karin
stood up and started to leave. "Sit back down! I didn't say you could
stop. You can stop when I say." Karin was frightened by her mother's glare
and sat back down. She pulled her short, chin length blond curls behind her
ears and put her small hands back on the keys.
______
"Can I be
finished now?" Karin flipped her shoulder length hair behind her.
"Your teacher told me you need at least two hours of practice every day
before you can perform with the older kids." Her mother said casually, not
looking up from her knitting. "But why can't I play with other 7 year
olds?" Karin whined. "Because you're better than other 7 year
olds!" Her mother snapped, giving her the usual glare that sent Karin back
to practicing.
______
"Do I have
to change teachers?" Karin played with the ends of her hair the stretched
down to her elbows. With her usual cold glare her mom snapped, "Do you
want to learn from an amateur forever? We're taking you to a professional
teacher. You're 10 now, you need to start improving or else it'll be too late
for you." "But can we even
afford a professional teacher?"
"Barely. So you better not waste our money and disappoint us. Keep
practicing."
_______
"What if I
don't win?" Karin carefully brushed her waist-length hair back into a
ponytail. "Do you want us to live like beggars for the rest of our
lives?" Her mother stared fiercely into her eyes. "No..."
"Then you have to win. You'll win a new piano, money, and most
importantly, attention. You'll be in the newspapers, and soon we won't have to
live here anymore. Look, we even bought you this pretty dress. Do you know how
much we spent on it? Come on, let's go. You're going to win."
"Mom! Dad!
I'm sorry! I did my best!! The other girl was older! She's been playing longer
than me! Please, don't be angry. I practiced so hard! You know I did!"
Tears streamed down from her blue eyes, running down her cheeks and neck.
"Who's
dress do you think you're wearing?" Her father's voice boomed in their
small living room. "Tell her to take it off and return it. I'm not
spending any of my money on her." Shaking his head, a disgusted look on
his face, he turned away from Karin as she dropped to the ground in a crying
scream.
"Stand
up!" Her mother screamed at her. When she didn't stand, her mother grabbed
her long ponytail and dragged her to her feet and into her room. "Take off
the dress!"
"Mom, I'm
sorry. Please, I tried!" She sobbed as she unbutton her dress.
"You tried?
We spend so much money for your lessons, for anything you want. I watch you
practice, I go to all your lessons and recitals. What more do we have to do for
you?!"
"I don't
want you to watch me practice or go to my lessons! I don't want you to spend so
much money on me!"
"Why?! So
you can spend more money on your hair?" She grabbed Karin's ponytail in
her fist and shook it, making Karin scream and cry even more. "You spend
so much time brushing your hair, why don't you practice piano?! You think you
can make money with pretty hair?!"
"Let
go!" Karin tried wrestling out of her mom's hold but couldn't. Pulling her
to the kitchen by her hair, her mother grabbed a pair of scissors out of the
kitchen drawer. "No! Mom! Stop! Please no!"
"You don't
want to practice? You don't want to play piano? You don't want to win? You want
to be poor?!"
_____
"Happy
birthday 13th birthday Karin." Karin whispered to herself as she tossed
the long, severed ponytail into the fireplace. The hair sizzled up in a little
puff of smoke, sending a repulsive smell into the hair. The sun had set and the
street lights had turned on, the fire burned on, giving Karin a little light.
Not wanting to waste electricity, she relied on the glow of the fire to
practice. And so by the fire's light, she practice late into the night, not
stopping to rest, not stopping to think, because if she had time to think, she
might think she wanted to stop.
_____
"Congratulations,
Karin. You're the youngest pianist, at the age of 16, to win this award. You'll
be receiving a 2000 Euro prize, and a brand new grand piano. How are you
feeling?"
"I...uh...I'm
very happy I suppose. I have worked very
hard for this, so I'm happy it's paid off." Karin nervously tucked her
short hair behind her ear, smiling uneasily at the cameras. The reporter continued
blabbering into the microphone.
"Isn't this
great?" Karin's mother marveled at the new apartment they were moving
into. "Nothing's falling apart, there's a beautiful piano in the middle of
the room." She sighed as she took in the view.
"I'm glad
you're happy mom." Karin smiled weakly, a small smile was all she could
muster these days.
"Happy?"
Her mom's voice turned sour instantly. "You think I'm happy right now?
I've merely been satisfied for the time being. I won't be happy until you're
world famous and we live in one of those fancy penthouses in New York. What are
you doing still standing there? The piano's been delivered here for two hours
now, why aren't you practicing?"
______
Karin placed the
envelope back into its place at the bottom of the box, under the pile
of numerous newspaper clippings. Each one from a local, city, or even national
newspaper. Her name seemed to shine out from the yellowing papers.
"I vork my
entire life, starting from ze bottom to get here. And she...she instantly
becomes famous because of her mothzer. She gets more attention than me becauze
of her mothzer. No. I von't let her. I von't let her vin."
______
"They just...don't know how to react is
all." Jay put his arm over Isabelle's shoulder, trying to comfort her.
"They won't
even come out to talk to me." small tears began rolling down Isabelle's
cheeks.
"I wasn't
trying to use my mom's fame to gain any attention...to gain anything! Why do
they think I'm like that?"
"Because
you're all competing against each other remember? Only a select few of you get
invited to join the company. And they think you're going to use this as a way
to get ahead of them and insure a spot for you." Jay stroked her hair,
resting his cheek on the top of her head.
"What am I
going to do?" Isabelle turned her head in toward Jay, wanting him to
magically fix her problem.
"Let them
think what they want. You know the truth, who cares what they think? Forget
about them. Just go after your dream." He answered fiercely, his own past
flashing through his head.
"I can't
just do that!" Isabelle protested, slightly pulling away to look at Jay. "I
want them to know the truth. I want them to understand. I can't just throw my
friends away because they don't know what I'm going through!"
"Why do you
care so much? If they really cared about you, they wouldn't ignore you like
that. They've thrown you away!" Jay started getting angry, images of his
father burned in his mind's eye.
"You don't
understand. I'm not like you. I've already lost everyone important to me once
in my life already. I don't want to lose anyone ever again. Especially not over
a misunderstanding." Isabelle stood up and walked to her door, opening it
for Jay to leave.
"Why can't
you just let it go?" Jay stood up and faced her. "You'll be happier.
You don't need anyone holding you back. I'm here for you. Taiyo, Da-ge, Lao Hu,
we're all here for you. We know the truth, we're all you need."
"Jay, you
have to stop comparing this situation to what happened with your father!"
Isabelle couldn't help but shout a little. "Just because some
relationships break or something difficult happens, doesn't mean you can just
throw it away! Have you tried talking to your dad? Have you tried fixing the problem? I know he still
loves you, even if he's harsh, he still..."
"Don't talk
about my father!" Jay shouted, his dark eyes seemed to ice over in anger
as he stared down at Isabelle. "He disowned me. Took away my name, took
away everything. All of our parents did. But we didn't need them. We had each
other! Why can't you get that?!"
Isabelle just
shook her head. "No. You don't get it." Jay stared at her in
disbelief for another moment and stormed out the door. Isabelle stood in the
doorway, tearfully watching him leave. He stopped in the middle of the hallway
and turned to look back.
"Isabelle.
You're not alone."
She couldn't
answer. She looked out at Jay, the one person who knew her heart and loved it,
but for some reason, she still felt the cold chill of being alone. Without
another word, she turned and walked back into her room, quietly closing the
door behind her, and leaning her back against it she slowly slid down to sit
curled up on the ground, head on her knees.
For what seemed like hours, but in reality
only twenty minutes, a knock came on the door behind her. Jumping up in hope,
she turned around to open it. Hendrick stood in front of her, a little out of
breath, pushing his large glasses up, short sandy hair blown awry.
"Hendrick."
Isabelle's voice cracked, trying not to sob at how happy she was that someone
was speaking to her.
"Isabelle.
I'm so sorry, I had to go out for a while. I heard...the news...I...you... are
you ok?" His brown eyes searched
hers, filled with true worry and some tears. Isabelle couldn't hold back the
tears anymore. They ran down her face, and she let out a small hiccup.
"Oh, no.
Please. Please don't cry." Hendrick quickly pulled Isabelle into his arms
and hugged her, letting her sob into his shoulder.
"Thank you.
Thank you for talking to me. It's not true, what they think. But they won't
listen." She managed to say coherently. Hendrick gently pulled back a
little to look Isabelle in the eye.
"Don't
worry. We'll fix this. I'll help you clear it all up ok? I'm here for you.
You're not alone."
Even though
Isabelle barely knew Hendrick, the truth in his eyes and the strength of his
arms made her believe. For some reason, for the first time in a long time, she
finally felt like she wasn't alone.
Misunderstanding is always the cause of pain.
~Isabelle
Saturday, June 21, 2014
Episode 14: Broken Pieces
Recapitulation:
Winter Continued
The blue ocean that the red sun used
to wash its face turns black. The white sky that had clouds and snow and the
wind turns gray. Even the cold shadow that covers the night starts to harden.
If the ice melts, a warmer song should have come out. But why is it so cold?
The door
flung open, letting in the cold air of the stairwell. She couldn't run away
faster. Her breathing strained as she climbed up two flights of stairs,
fighting to keep down the scream that was dying to escape.
She finally
reached the door leading to the north tower, and made a beeline toward her
room. But as the tears threatened to leak out of her burning eyes, she ran
headfirst into someone going the other way. She stumbled into their arms, but
couldn't bring herself to face who it was, not wanting to show the tears
streaming down her cheeks. She felt their arms wrap around her and pull her
close. Leaning against this stranger, she let herself cry.
_____
"What do you think you're doing?!" Jay growled
furiously. He heard the door to the stairwell open as Isabelle ran away.
"It's not like you haven't done something like this
with Isabelle already!" Cera sneered at him, only to realize he wasn't
looking at her. Jay was glaring at Loq, who stood just as tall as him.
"If you've got a problem with me, let's settle it between
us. Why do you have to hurt Isabelle?!" Jay stepped menacingly toward him,
getting up in his face. Loq just smirked.
"Because nothing would hurt you more than to see her
hurt. Am I right?" Loq stared right back at Jay, not backing up. Jay
shoved him back with all his strength, making him stumble back into his room.
Before he could regain his balance, Jay turned around and took off running down
the hallway, picking up his jacket that Isabelle had dropped. He burst through
the door and took off up the stairs; the only thing on his mind was Isabelle.
_____
"What happened?" he asked. Resting his cheek on
top of her head as she sobbed into his shoulder. Isabelle snapped back into
reality. Realizing she was crying into a stranger's shoulder she jumped back
and stared at who was in front of her.
"It's ok. It's just me!" Hendrick held his hands
up as if to surrender, a small comforting smile on his face. Isabelle hurriedly wiped her cheeks and tried
to smile.
"Sorry...um. I was just...leaving." She tried to
walk past him, but he gently put his hand on her shoulder, firmly holding her
in place.
"Please tell me. What's wrong?"
"Nothing's wrong." Isabelle shook his hand off and
kept walking away.
"Why can't you be open with me? I want to help!"
Hendrick pleaded with her.
"It's not easy being open." Isabelle grew
irritated that he wouldn't leave her alone.
"Being closed is twice as hard." Hendrick walked
slowly after her. Isabelle stopped and turned around to face him again,
eyebrows furrowed, looking at him in confusion, confused about why he wanted to
help her.
"It's easier to be closed than to seem weak." She
answered, staring into Hendrick's chocolate brown eyes, trying to tell him to
leave her alone with her mind.
"You can trust
me. I won't..."
"Isabelle!!!" They heard a door slam shut behind
them. Before Isabelle could say anything, she felt his arms wrap around her,
pulling her in and holding her tight to his chest.
"I'm so sorry. It's all my fault. Please, don't let him
make you like this. It's going to be ok. I promise." He pet her hair and
kept talking, hoping to calm her down. Isabelle let herself relax in his arms.
"Jay." She whispered, breathing in his familiar
scent.
"Yeah?" He said timidly, hoping she was ok.
"Let's go." Isabelle let Jay put his arm around
her shoulder and pull her away. She felt better that Jay was there now, but her
mind was still on Hendrick for some reason. She looked slightly over her shoulder
and made eye contact with him again. He just stood there, a look of despair on
his face.
Jay noticed Isabelle looking back and turned
to see what she was looking at. He saw Hendrick standing there, staring after
them. He turned back around and pushed Isabelle forward a little faster. Jay
knew the look on Hendrick's face all too well. He held Isabelle closer to him.
______
"I don't care what she says! She can go tell the press
whatever she wants I don't give a..." Jay shouted into his cell phone.
"I'm not going to apologize to her! I didn't do anything wrong! If
anything, I can go tell the press about what she did and ruin HER career.
Just...fix this somehow!" He hung up on his manager and threw his phone
down on the bed. Running his hands through his hair, he let out a frustrated
sigh.
It had been
a couple days after the party now, and Cera was raising a fuss in the press
about how Jay had run off with some other girl during her birthday party,
making her seem like the poor victim. Now the press wanted to hold a conference
with Jay to clear things up and to start writing possibly the most juicy
scandal of the year. Jay had been planning on taking Isabelle out to see and
set off fireworks tomorrow for the new year, but he had to attend this stupid
press conference. He kicked the rolling chair at his desk across the room,
seething with anger. He picked up his cell phone again and pressed the first
speed dial button.
"Hey. Are you busy tonight?" Jay played nervously
with the silver cross necklace that dangled from his neck.
"Well I have rehearsal for our new year's performance
tomorrow. But I think we'll be done by 9." Isabelle's voice came through
his phone.
"Great! Meet me out on the balcony on the 6th floor
ok?"
"Why?"
"I have something to show you. Just come right after
your rehearsal ok?"
"Ok..."
"Great. See you then." He hung up the phone and
fist pumped the air. He quickly pressed the second speed dial and his manager
Max picked up.
"Hey, Max, where can I buy fireworks? Don't ask me why,
just tell me where. Where? Oh yeah I know where that's at. Ok, thanks. It's none
of your business what I'm going to do with them. Just figure out how to get me
out of that press conference tomorrow. Bye." He grabbed his jacket off his
bed and dashed out of his room.
______
Hendrick
lay on his bed, looking up at the ceiling, replaying the scene over and over in
his mind. Every time he remembers how Isabelle pushed herself away from him,
but let Jay comfort her, his heart sank. Deeper and deeper, Hendrick sank.
"Why can't she see me?" He sighed. He looked at the time on the
digital clock on his bed stand. "It's 5:30 already. Better get ready for
rehearsal" He thought.
He got out
of bed drearily and opened his closet. A long row of long sleeve button up
shirts lined his closet. A large clear box of bowties sat on the floor and
several shelves of khaki shorts, nicely folded into stacks. He slowly got
dressed in front of the floor length mirror that was part of the closet door.
Slowly pulling on his button up shirt, he watched as his sleeves disappeared
under the long sleeves of his shirt, and the words on his chest disappear as he
button the buttons as high as they went. He put on a bowtie and smoothed down
his collar. He picked up his large thick rimmed glasses and put them on, the
normal glass lenses leaving his vision unchanged. He picked up his violin case,
opened his door, and left. Leaving his dark room, curtains drawn tightly shut,
bed unmade, balls of crumpled up paper strewn across the floor.
_____
"Wonderful! Splendid! So beautiful!" Uncle Chin
applauded and blew kisses to the girl who had just finished playing Schumann's
Carnaval Op.9. Isabelle was entranced the entire time, amazed at the talent
present in the musicians of the music company.
All the
musicians of the CY music company were seated in the concert hall, and one by
one, everyone took their turn on the stage to practice performing their piece
for the new year's concert the following evening. The small group of Uncle
Chin's protégés, or "trainees" as everyone called them, sat in a
little group off to the side. Isabelle felt her arms grow numb as they neared
the end of the rehearsal. The trainee group was scheduled to perform last, as a
sample of the musicians that could possibly officially join the prestigious CY
music company upon completion of training.
"Fantastic! Now, the program calls for the first
musician from our trainee group. Raj, if you would honor us with your presence
on stage." Uncle Chin made his usual silly exaggerated speech and motions
toward the stage.
Raj carried his cello on stage and bowed as
the "audience" applauded. He slowly sat down, and lifted his arms in
the air, gently resting the bow on the strings, and began. His eyes nearly
closed in concentration as he played Bach's Cello suite No.1 in G, his head
moving in unison with the melody. As he finished the prelude, he lifted his bow
in a brief pause, creating a tense anticipation before he started the allemande.
He allowed the same brief pause and anticipation before the courante and before
the remaining three parts of the suite, not faltering for a single moment.
Isabelle
always loved listening to Raj play, but she knew that it would be her turn
after him, and she was afraid that it would be clearly noticed if she couldn't
match his talent and expertise. Finally, Raj stood up, took a bow and left the
stage.
"Bravo! Bravo! Let's see, uh Isabelle! Please."
Uncle Chin waved enthusiastically at her as she nervously made her way on
stage. Sitting down at the piano, she took a moment to get into the zone, and
then let her fingers free onto the keys. Striking the keys with precision and
perfected technique, she played the Brahms Paganini Variations. Jumping back
and forth, skipping to and fro, her hands seemed to dance all across the keyboard,
but then suddenly transitioned to a more calm, smooth, and dark melody.
As she
finally came to an end, she began to come out of her zone, aware once more that
there was an audience. She ended the piece on a strong, fierce, and powerful
minor chord, sending the sound ringing through the concert hall even after she
had let go of the keys. The audience broke into applause as she stood up and
took a bow. She looked at the audience, her fellow musicians, and smiled,
feeling a little closer to reaching her goal of surpassing her mother.
Evie performed
after her, and then Karin. Both performed wonderfully, but Isabelle was more
intent on hearing Hendrick play. She had heard him perform before, but for this
new year's performance, he had chosen an interesting piece. Hendrick walked
confidently onto the stage and lifted his violin, taking a deep breath.
Immediately he burst into a fast, furious minor race against time. As she
watched Hendrick's jaw dropping technique, Isabelle flashbacked to the day they
had announced their performance pieces.
Hendrick
had announced he would be playing The Erlking by Shubert. No one else had a
second thought about it until Karin brought it up.
"Zat is originally a poem by German poet Goethe, no?
Shubert decided to write ze piece based on zis poem, Der Erlkönig. It iz a very
sad story."
"What's it about?" Isabelle asked.
"Zere is a fazer travelling wiz hiz zon. But ze zon is
sick, and sees and hears ze Erlkönig calling out to him, trying to take him
avay. Ze fazer say, no there is no Erlkönig, only ze wind, only ze trees. But
ze zon is too sick, and ze Erlkönig takes him avay. When ze fazer arrive at ze
home, ze zon is dead."
"Hendrick seems so happy all the time." Evie
thought out loud, "Why would he choose to play a piece written for such a
sad story?"
"He probably didn't choose it because of the
story." Isabelle rationalized.
"Yes, ze music is very intense and amazing. Very
difficult to play" Karin added.
Now, as Isabelle
watched Hendrick perform, she realized why he had chosen that piece. Shubert
had written the piece to match the poem, and just like the poem, the music had
four voices as well. Isabelle listened and watched in awe. She knew that it was
a very difficult piece because the player has to express four voices on a
monophonic instrument, but Hendrick was able to do it with ease. The high
pitched, fearful voice of the young boy, the low, worried voice of the father,
the mid-range of the narrator, and the sudden changes into sweet, enticing
melody was the voice of the Erlking, all the while playing triplets of repeated
octaves that simulated a horse's galloping.
As Hendrick
neared the end, he sped up even faster, until the very last line when the music
slowed and quieted. Hendrick paused for a split second before furiously sliding
his bow on the strings and drawing out the intense sound before abruptly
cutting it off, signaling the end of the wicked story.
Everyone in
the concert hall was amazed. They burst out into applause and whispers
circulated through the crowd.
"I bet he's not going to be a trainee for long."
"He'll definitely be able to join the music
company."
"How is he still a trainee? He shouldn't be in the
trainee part of the program. He should be in the main performances with
us!"
Isabelle
clapped enthusiastically, in complete awe of his performance, looking up at
Hendrick as he took a bow. Hendrick slowly straightened up, and as he looked
out at his audience, his gaze landed directly on Isabelle. Meeting his eyes,
Isabelle gasped a little. It was the first time she was actually paying
attention and noticing Hendrick, seeing the depth and mystery in his eyes that
she had never seen before. They held their eye contact in silence while the
applause sounded around them; Hendrick was the first to break away as he walked
off the stage.
The
applause quieted and everyone stood up to leave, glad that the rehearsal was
finally over. Isabelle started making her way over to where Hendrick was
putting his violin back in its case. As she approached, Hendrick looked up to
see her walking closer. He straightened up, his mind raced furiously, trying to
think of what to say to Isabelle.
Isabelle opened
her mouth to call out to Hendrick when her phone buzzed in her hand. Looking
down, she saw a message from Jay.
"It's ten past 9 now. Are you done? Hurry up and come
to the balcony." Isabelle read the
message and looked back up at Hendrick who was still looking at her. Giving him
a small smile and two thumbs up, she quickly waved good bye, and hurried out of
the concert hall, texting a response to Jay.
Hendrick
watched as Isabelle turned and dashed out. He was used to the feeling of his
heart sinking now. He went back to putting away his violin and putting on a
smile as Uncle Chin and everyone else came to talk and compliment him.
_____
"What's taking her so long?" Jay paced back and
forth on the balcony, casting a glance every now and then over at the brown bag
on a small nearby table. He heard the sound of the door behind him open.
"Hey. I'm here." Isabelle tentatively walked onto
the balcony.
"Finally! Alright. Ok. Yeah, um, right here. Stand
right here." Jay jumped with excitement as he ushered her to the railing
of the balcony, having her look out over the city lights.
"What is it?" Isabelle laughed, jogging a little
in place to keep warm in the cold winter night.
Jay pulled out a box of sparklers from the brown bag and lit them with
his lighter. The thin stick burst into green sparks, sizzling as it burned. He
walked behind Isabelle and handed her one.
"Oh wow! You went and bought sparklers?" Isabelle
took the stick as the green sparks burst into the air, one after another.
"Not just sparklers." Jay pointed his sparkler
toward the bag on the table. Isabelle went over and looked in the bag and
gasped.
"No way! You got all of these? Seriously? Are we going
to light them all?" she turned toward Jay, excitement shining in her eyes.
Jay smiled a little.
"If you want to."
"Can we?!" Isabelle grabbed a box from the bag,
looking at it eagerly, trying to figure out what it was.
"I forgot how much you used to love fireworks."
Jay laughed as he took the box from her hands, looking for the tab to open it.
"Of course you remember!" Isabelle had on the
widest smile. "We would always set them off on New Year's. We go out and
buy a ton and tried to set off as many at the same time as we could!" She
no longer felt cold as the warm memories came rushing back.
Jay and
Isabelle opened all the boxes of sparklers and lit them all at the same time,
holding them in bundles in each hand, waving them around off the side of the
balcony. Within minutes, the air around them was full of smoke. They began to
set off the actual fireworks, watching them burst into vibrant colors in the
dark sky, laughing, singing, and screaming into the night. Not long after they
started, fireworks from across the city began shooting up into the sky as well,
creating a brilliant show.
"Well, that was the last one." Jay crumpled up the
empty bag, the empty boxes scattered across the table.
"That was really fun." Isabelle stood at the edge
of the balcony, watching the sky as others lit up their own fireworks. Jay
leaned on his folded arms on the balcony rail.
"Yeah, it was." He paused for a second, his voice
growing a little sadder. "Actually, I was hoping we could do this tomorrow
night. You know, for the actual new year. But...I have the press conference
tomorrow... and...I...I don't know what's going to happen. I might not be able
to do anything for a while afterwards." He looked down at his hands,
wishing that this mess would just go away. Isabelle turned to face him.
"I'm sorry. It's because of me. You've been spending
too much time with me and naturally, Cera would feel lonely..." before she
could finish, Jay wordlessly put his hand on the sides of her head, pulling her
in closer. He put his lips to her forehead, holding her there, trying to
communicate to her as best he could,
"If I got the
time back, I would spend it with you all over again." Gently pulling her head back, he looked down
into her eyes. Isabelle didn't know what to say, but more frightening to her
was that she didn't know what to feel. She could only smile at him, but on the
inside, were broken pieces of emotions that couldn't piece themselves together.
______
Uncle Chin
(Chin Ye) sat calmly at the table,
looking across at Jay and Isabelle seated on the other side. His brother Chin
Lu was pacing back and forth. Isabelle was looking down at the table, silently
repenting. Jay was clutching his fists, silently cursing Loq.
"It's all Loq's fault!" Jay burst out, breaking
the tense silence. Chin Lu stopped pacing and glared at Jay. He unfurled the
magazine in his hand and slammed it down on the table, causing Isabelle to
flinch.
"It's his fault? It's his fault you were messing around
with some other girl?" Chin Lu spat at Jay.
"Now, now." Uncle Chin said calmly, "She's
not 'some other girl'. She's Isabelle. Now I'm sure there's some
misunderstanding. Isabelle and Jay have been best friends since they were
children, they were just..." Chin Lu cut him off before he could finish,
"Best friends? Does this look like that to you?!"
He shook the magazine on the table. Isabelle looked at the cover and cringed.
There she was, standing there on the cover, with Jay holding her head in his
hands and kissing her forehead, and in large red words, "Who's that
girl?"
"I'm telling you, it's Loq! He was sneaking around last
night and wanted to stir up trouble!" Jay jumped out of his seat.
"Sit down!" Chin Lu barked at him. Jay violently
kicked his chair, and decided to sit back down. "I don't care who took the
picture right now. We can deal with that later. The problem is, you have a
press conference in an hour. What are you going to do?" Chin Lu quieted
down, but his voice still seethed with anger. Jay didn't answer. Sighing with
frustration, Chin Lu took a seat.
"Alright, here's what's going to happen." He
folded his hands and stared straight into Jay's eyes. "I'm going to write
a script for you. Follow it. You're going to apologize for leaving Cera alone
at her birthday party. You're going to apologize for this misunderstanding of
being with another girl. You're going to say you've been going through tough
times as an artist and have made some bad decisions. You're going to ask for
forgiveness, and say that you'll never do it again. Understood?!" Chin Lu
stared at Jay without blinking. Jay simply nodded, not saying a word.
"And you." Chin Lu turned his burning gaze to
Isabelle. "You're going to go too. You're going to go up there, and say
it's all a misunderstanding and that you don't mean to ruin Jay's relationship
with Cera. You're going to apologize and ask for forgiveness." Isabelle
couldn't bring herself to look directly at him, so she wordlessly nodded too.
"Good." Chin Lu stood up again. "Let's get
going."
Isabelle
waited in a car for half an hour when she finally saw Jay and Chin Lu walk out
of the building. She watched as Jay climbed into the car parked in front of
hers and Chin Lu came and opened her door.
"Here, practice this on the way." Chin Lu handed
her a couple note cards and slammed the car door shut, walking to Jay's car and
getting in. Isabelle's driver started up the engine, and following Jay's car in
front, they left for the conference.
Isabelle
practiced reading the note cards the entire way, hands sweating, fidgeting all
the while. As the car stopped in front of a tall skyscraper building, someone
opened her door and held out a hand to help her out. She stepped out nervously
and was all but attacked with a flood of cameras and flashes. The next several
minutes happened so quickly, it seemed to happen as fast as the flashes of the
cameras.
Jay was
pulled through the paparazzi by Chin Lu, and Isabelle was pushed along behind
him. They found themselves in a large
room filled with chairs and tables facing a small stage with a podium and
microphone. Isabelle clutched the note cards in her hands as she sat in a seat
in the first row and looked over at Jay positioning himself in front of the
podium. Chin Lu took the microphone from the stand on the podium and spoke into
it, quieting the crowd.
"Thank you for coming today. We know you're all very
busy and want to be with your families for the New Year, so we're going to be
very brief. Jay would like to apologize to everyone. And Isabelle Young, an
accidental victim of this misunderstanding, would like to apologize as
well." Chin Lu replaced the microphone on the stand on the podium and
nodded at Jay to start. Jay nervously fidgeted with the microphone and cleared
his throat.
"Thanks for coming..." he started off quietly. The
cameras' flashes were the only sound in the otherwise deadly quiet room.
"I'd like to um...apologize...for..." he looked down at his note
cards, reading the list of what he's apologizing for.
"...for...um...everything." he gave up on trying to read off the
list. "I want to apologize to Cera...for leaving her alone at her birthday
party....and about the recent magazine photo published this morning..."
Jay scratched the back of his head, letting out a frustrated sigh,
"...it's not what it seems...The person in the picture with me....is just
a very good friend...who..." Jay
stopped. He ran his hand through his hair and looked down at the front row of
seats.
Isabelle
looked up at Jay with worry as he stopped and sighed with frustration. Then when Jay made eye contact with her, she
knew what he was going to do. "No." she mouthed, shaking her head.
"Don't do this." She thought as hard as she could.
"No." Jay spoke again. "It is exactly as it
seems." The crowd started to mumble. Jay jumped off the stage and grabbed
Isabelle's wrist. Isabelle couldn't believe he was doing it. He pulled her up
onto the stage and turned her around to face the crowd.
"This is Isabelle Young. We've been best friends since
we could remember, and now...now..." Jay turned to look at Isabelle,
"I see her more than that." Everyone seemed to gasp in unison. Turning
back to the crowd, he spoke confidently. "I'm sorry for causing all this
trouble. I'm especially sorry to Cera. But this is the truth. Isabelle... is
the truth." The crowd and cameras went wild. People jumping up and asking
questions, reporters holding out their microphones. Angry shouting from every
corner of the room. Ignoring the chaos around them, Jay turned to Isabelle
again and looked into her scared eyes.
"I'm so sorry." He whispered. "But I love
you." Jay put his hand behind her
head, pulled her in close, and kissed her like her lips were made of air and he
couldn't breathe.
If the ice melts, a warmer song should have come out. But why is it so cold?
~Isabelle
If the ice melts, a warmer song should have come out. But why is it so cold?
~Isabelle
Saturday, May 31, 2014
Episode 13: Running Away
Recapitulation:
Winter
A couple blissful months have passed
in peace, and now the snow begins to fall, welcoming the last month of the
year. Isabelle has rejoined Jay and their crew in their adventures through the
city and music sessions in the practice rooms. They had never felt as happy and
carefree in years as they had in those couple months. But as the vibrant colors
of fall drained from the leaves and skies, leaving a dull brown and gray
behind, the carefree, playful nature that filled the days of the five musicians
would also come to fade. The crisp air outside seemed to disappear with the
wind as the cold burning gusts of winter set in.
Jay
shivered as he stepped out into the cold, pulling his jacket collar up to cover
his face. He saw his driver in his van right in front, and hurried over. He
climbed in and shut the door as fast as he could, letting out a sigh of relief as
he settled in the warmth of the van.
"There you are!"
A perky voice shouted in his ear. Jay jumped in surprise as he turned to
see Cera sitting in the seat next to him, wrapped up in a fur coat, looking at
him with a disapproving frown.
"What are you doing in my van?!" Jay said, eyes
wide, exasperated.
"Why have you been avoiding me?!" Cera shouted,
pouting her lips.
"What are you doing in my van?!" Jay still
couldn't get over the fact that she just decided to get in his van whenever she
felt like it.
"I'm your girlfriend! Why can't I sit in your van? You
let Isabelle ride in it! Why can 't I? Why is she so special?!" Cera was
clearly frustrated, her short bouncy hair flew about her head as she shook it
angrily.
"Wait, what? Is this about Isabelle again? I've told
you we're friends! We've been best friends ever since we were kids. So calm
down! And...get out of my van. I'm busy, I've got places to go."
Cera scoffed in disbelief, "You did not just tell me to
get out! I can't believe you. Who is this Isabelle anyway? Best friend since
you were kids? I don't remember her being around until this past spring! She's
from the United States, how could you have possibly known her before?"
"Wait, have you been looking up stuff on her? You need
to stop. Come on, get out." Jay opened the door on her side and a rush of
cold air came in.
"How can you treat me like this! It's almost my birthday,
and you're being so mean!" Cera started sobbing. "You weren't even
planning on celebrating my birthday were you? I...I don't know why you hate
spending time with me so much. Everyone loves us as a couple!" The
waterworks began. Jay closed the door again and sat back, sighing. He couldn't
stand making a girl cry.
"Alright, alright. I'll plan you a nice party ok? When
is it? Next week?"
"What?! You don't even know when my birthday is?!"
She squeaked in between her tears.
"I...I..uh..." Jay didn't know what to say to
that, "I do...I just...you know...It's um..." He tried to remember.
"December....uh...15?"
"No!" Cera bawled. "It's the 28th!" She
reached into her bag and pulled out a mini pack of tissues.
"I knew that!" Jay tried to sound excited,
"I'll have an awesome party planned for you ok? A big one! Everyone will
be there, and the press will have a field day! Anything you want, just tell me
ok? I'll make it happen."
"Really?" Cera stopped crying, dabbing her face
with a tissue.
"Really." Jay forced a smile. Cera's face lit up
brighter than the sun and she threw her arms around Jay, hugging him tightly.
"Thank you Jay! I love you so much." She smiled
and looked up into his eyes.
"Alright. Now I really have somewhere to be and I have
tons of work to do." He said as nicely as he could, avoiding her gaze.
"Ok. I'll see you when you get home tonight then."
She kissed him on the cheek and stepped out of the van, waving to him with a
big smile on her face before she closed it. As soon as the door closed, Jay's
smile vanished and he relaxed back onto the seat.
"Come on Max, I'm already late." His driver looked
back at him in the rear view mirror with a smile.
"She's a handful isn't she?" He started the van
and turned on the blinker, pulling into traffic. Jay wiped his cheek with the
sleeve of his jacket.
"Max, about that party I promised her."
"Yes?"
"Take care of it will you?"
"I had a feeling I would be doing that." Max
chuckled, very amused. Jay leaned his head against the window, his usual cold
expression staring out at the streets that flew by. A little ding sounded
somewhere in his pocket. Without much interest, he pulled out his phone from
his pocket at looked at the message. It was from Isabelle.
"Thought you might get hungry. I put a boiled egg in
the front pocket of your guitar case. You're welcome."
Jay smiled at this, chuckling a little bit.
"Isabelle?" Max asked from the front.
"No." Jay said, trying to keep a straight face.
Max pushed his thick round glasses further up his nose and chuckled to himself.
He had been Jay's driver for far too long to not be able to tell when he was
lying. Jay looked back down at his phone and quickly typed a reply,
"Who are you, my mother? How's your repressed love life
doing?"
Laughing quietly to himself at his cleverness he leaned his
head back on the window. In less than ten seconds his phone dinged again. He
eagerly picked up his phone and read the response.
"I don't know. How's your girlfriend's nagging problem
doing?" That wiped Jay's wicked smile off his face. He threw his phone
down. Darn, she got me. He thought. Angry that he couldn't think of a better
comeback. He unzipped the front pocket of his guitar case, and sure enough
found a large white egg. He picked it up and smiled at it, turning it around in
his fingers.
They
reached the recording studio and Jay hurried into the building and found the
usual room they recorded in. Da-ge, Taiyo, Lao Hu, and Loq were already sitting
around waiting for him.
"Hey sorry I'm late." Jay walked in, still playing
with the egg in his hand. "Got held up by Cera."
"Be careful talking about her like that." Loq
said, standing up and slowly walking toward Jay. "Some people might find
out that you don't actually like her." He stared coldly in Jay's eyes. Jay
stared right back, confused as to why Loq was confronting him like this.
"What's it to you?" He threw back, just as coldly.
Loq just smirked and looked down at the egg in Jay's hand.
"You going to eat this?" He snatched the egg out
of Jay's hand. "Hope you don't mind, but I didn't get a chance to eat
breakfast." Loq took the egg over to a desk nearby and set the egg on it.
"I actually was going to eat it. It's mine." Jay
felt protective over the egg that Isabelle gave him.
"Well Isabelle's mine, but you don't seem to mind
taking her for yourself." Loq revealed his thoughts. Jay inhaled sharply,
shocked at Loq's sudden attack. Still staring at Jay, Loq positioned his hand
over the egg and squished it into the table. There was a cracking sound and Loq
jumped a little. Jay looked over at the egg and saw the raw white and yolk
running down the table and coating Loq's hand in the goo. There was a brief
moment of silence and Jay let out a laugh. Jay flung his hand to cover his
mouth and try and stifle the laugh, but as Loq turned around and glared at Jay
with his deadly, piercing eyes, Jay couldn't help but laugh harder. Loq tried
shaking the goo from his hand and angrily flung the smashed egg shells off the
table onto the floor. He stormed out of the room, purposely shoving Jay aside
with his shoulder as he left.
Jay tried
biting his finger to keep his laughter down. Good job Isabelle. He thought to
himself. Even though the egg was meant for him, he couldn't be angry. He made
his way into the sound proof room and Taiyo, Lao Hu, and Da-ge followed him in.
Jay took out his guitar and plugged it into the amp. He then realized how
everyone else had been silent the whole time.
"Hey guys, what's up?" Jay raised an eyebrow at
them. Taiyo let out a loud sigh.
"Jay...look. I know...we know, that you have more
history with Isabelle than all of us, but...come on. You spend more time with
her than your girlfriend. If you like her more than a friend, just say so. Stop
playing games with Cera. That's all." Taiyo let out another deep breath
and turned to take his place behind the keyboard.
Jay
couldn't say anything. He stared at the ground, the smile completely gone from
his face. Lao Hu changed the subject and tried livening the mood. For the
entire recording session, Jay felt Taiyo's words pressing on his conscience. He
knew in his heart that he loved Isabelle, and he knew that she loved him too.
But he had stupidly gotten himself involved with Cera. If he were to break
things off with her now, it might ruin his image, and if Cera was angry enough,
she might even try to ruin his career.
Jay's mind
wandered all over the place as they practiced in the recording studio. He relied
on his finger memory to strum the right strings and his subconscious mind to
sing the words. His conscious self sat back and observed the whirlwind of
emotions and problems that this past year had brought.
______
A couple weeks and
tons of party hype later.
"I vill be zere soon. I am trying to vind Lao Hu, and
zen ve vill go to ze party. Tell Izabelle not to vorry." Karin hung up the
phone with Evie and opened the door connecting the middle section of the
building to the south tower. She walked down the hallway towards Lao Hu's room.
She was dressed in a dark blue gown with sparkles. The gown had a sweetheart
neckline and was form fitting all the way down to the knees until it flowed
loosely to the floor. Carrying her black fur coat over her arm, she shuffled
down the hallway and stopped in front of Lao Hu's room. Knocking loudly she
called to him,
"Vat are you doing? Cera's party haz already started!
Ve should go now!" She heard some noise inside and listened carefully. She
heard some loud giggling and running around. She heard a girl squealing and Lao
Hu laughing. Karin threw the door open and stormed in.
"Vat iz going on?" Karin stood there, watching as
a short Chinese girl was loosening Lao Hu's tie and undoing the buttons. Lao
Hu's head whipped around to look at Karin,
"Oh, Karin. Well I keep telling her not to do this
but..."He didn't look the least bit apologetic, "She's so
persistent." He looked back at the girl clinging onto his shirt, smiling
mischievously. Karin scoffed and walked over angrily. she pulled the girl by
her hair and dragged her off Lao Hu's shirt.
"You, get out!" Karin pushed and pulled the
protesting girl out of the room and slammed the door in her face. Turning
around angrily to face Lao Hu she shouted,
"Vat are you doing? Vhy do you have ze strange girl in
your room?!" Her long blond curls shook as she yelled angrily.
"We are just having fun!" Lao Hu said, shrugging
his shoulder. "We aren't really dating, so why do you care so much what I
do?"
"So you do zis kind of zing all ze time? I am just
anozer one of zem?"
Lao Hu just shrugged again. Karin let out an exasperated
sigh.
"Mein Gott! Glaub ich nicht!" She turned around
and stormed out of the room, ranting in German, "Ich bin verruckt! Du bist
ein Arsch! Geh zum Holle! Ich kann das nicht mehr machen!"
She took the elevator down and stormed through the lobby and
out into the cold snow outside, profanities flying out in German all the while.
She flung on her black fur coat and strutted to the black limo that waited for
her out front. She opened the door and
slid in, sitting next to Evie.
"There you are! That took a while. Where's Lao
Hu?" Evie asked.
"He von't be coming vis us. Let's go." She said to
the driver. The limo started and pulled away from the curb. Karin looked around
the limo at everyone. Isabelle looked at her, clearly concerned. Da-ge, Taiyo,
and Loq were discussing what happened. Hendrick and Raj weren't paying
attention, absorbed in some computer game Raj had on his laptop.
"Isn't Jay coming vis us?" Karin asked. Trying to
avoid explaining what happened.
"Oh he's coming in a separate car, with Cera."
Isabelle answered. "But Karin, what happened? You don't look so
good." Karin sighed and gave in, telling them what had just happened.
Everyone
tried consoling her, but Karin didn't need it.
"I am fine. Let's have a good time at ze party."
She put on her dazzling smile and the limo pulled up to a large hotel.
There were
tons of other cars pulling up, letting the guests out onto a bright red carpet
leading up to an extravagant party.
"We're a little late aren't we?" Evie said, as
they stepped out of the limo, greeted by the tons of people lined up on the
sides of the red carpet.
"Not too late." Taiyo spoke up, "Everyone's
still waiting for Cera and Jay to get here. Let's go wait up at the top."
The little group made their way up the stairs and stood at the entrance to the
hotel. They stood there chatting for a little while when all of a sudden a loud
commotion broke out. The paparazzi whipped out the cameras and rushed down toward the
black Mercedes that pulled up.
Jay stepped
out of the car and looked around at the crowd and cameras, smiling as the
flashes came one right after another. He wore a light blue suit with a black bowtie,
his platinum blond hair slicked back. The black roots of his hair showed enough
to help keep his rock star look even though he was cleaned up in a suit. He
turned around and held out his hand for Cera, and as she stepped out, the
camera flashes seemed to explode in a frenzy. Her long silk dress was a
matching light blue color that dipped in the back all the way down to her lower
back. The dress hid her white platform heels, but even with those on, she
barely came up to Jay's shoulder.
Isabelle
watched as the two slowly walked up the stairs, the paparazzi jumping around
them. As she looked at Jay, he noticed and looked up to meet her eyes. He
smiled at her, and she returned it. Isabelle looked next to him at Cera and
wished that it was her standing there next to Jay. But she knew that that
couldn't happen. Jay already had his career, he was already well known, but she
was only just starting her career, working on making it in the music world on
her own. There wouldn't be any way for them to be together. Isabelle just had a
feeling, that even though they were the closest person in each other's lives,
that they're being together wasn't meant to be.
The
birthday party was one of the most extravagant parties Isabelle had ever been
to. Even though she grew up in Los Angeles and had been to a fair amount of big
house parties, she had never been to a celebrity party before, and this one was
absolutely fabulous. Everything was shimmering with deep blues and sea greens,
and all the people were dressed according to the theme as well.
Jay looked
around the crowded party searching for her. The reporters and paparazzi had
dragged Cera away and Jay was able to escape their clutches. He pushed his way
through the crowd dancing to the pop music that blasted the speakers. He
finally pushed himself free from the suffocating crowd and came to a clearing.
Directly in front of him, a short distance away, was a tall, dazzling angel. He
stared at Isabelle's light sea green dress that had a high collar flowery lace
cut and flowed out into a twirling skirt around her knees. He couldn't keep his
eyes off her as he slowly walked toward her. Isabelle looked up and saw him
walking over and a large smile blossomed on her face.
"Having fun?" Jay asked, smiling back at her, with
his lips and his eyes.
"More or less." She replied, eyeing his slightly
ridiculous light blue suit. Jay rolled his eyes at her, and took her hand in
his.
"Well let's spice things up." He nodded to his
friends and the others in the little group and pulled Isabelle away.
"Where are we going?" Isabelle laughed as he
pulled her through the crowd of people out of the hotel. Ducking behind potted
plants and bushes, he pulled her along without saying anything. Finally once
they were on the street, they took off jogging away from the party. Isabelle
laughed as they jogged through the streets, feeling a rush of excitement. They
came to stop in front of a tall
skyscraper building.
"Where... is... this?" Isabelle said in between
breaths. Jay looked up at the towering building.
"The tallest building in the city." Before getting
a chance to finish catching her breath, Jay pulled her into the building. He
quickly pulled her through a side door before the people at the front desk
could notice them. They found themselves in the stairwell. Jay began skipping
up the steps.
"Wait, are we going all the way up to the top?!"
Isabelle protested.
"Yeah! Come on!" Jay disappeared up the stairs.
Sighing, but smiling at how even though they had been apart for so long, some
things still the same. She took off her high heels and ran up the stairs
barefoot.
"Wait for me!" She called after him. She followed
the sound of his footsteps in the distance. After what seemed like an unending
staircase, she heard a door open and close, Jay's footsteps disappearing. She
finally reached the top and threw open the door, running out onto the roof of
the building. Breathing hard, she looked up and gasped as she saw the view.
The towers
and skyscrapers of the city lit up the night, the sea of lights stretching for
miles into the distance. A cold breeze blew through her hair, making her
shiver. Jay stepped behind her and hugged her, not letting her go, resting his
chin on the top of her head.
"We would come up here all the time." Jay said,
"We thought if we could see the whole city from here, we could find
you." They stood there admiring the view for a moment in silence. Jay
slowly turned Isabelle around, hands on her shoulders, looking down into her
eyes.
"Will you promise, you won't leave me again?"
As Isabelle
looked up at Jay, she felt her heart ache. She loved him more than she could
put into words, but the love she had for him was for some reason, not enough.
She couldn't bring herself to say it, but she knew that wouldn't be able to
keep that promise. She knew that one day, she would have to leave again, for
good.
Jay bent
down and leaned in closer. Isabelle could feel his breath on her lips as he got
closer. She closed her eyes, holding her breath. Just as his lips lightly
touched hers, Isabelle took a step back, slowly opening her eyes.
"It's not fair." She said quietly. Jay rolled his
eyes,
"You know I don't feel that way for Cera! And
Loq...he...he doesn't..."
Isabelle put her arms around his neck and hugged him, eyes
tearing up. He slowly wrapped his arms around her too. "That's not what I
meant." Isabelle thought, as she blinked the tears away before they could
roll down her cheek. Pulling away, she looked back at him,
"Come on, let's go back." She started walking back
to the door and opened it.
"Wait...but I..."
"I'll race you down the stairs!" Isabelle smiled,
challenging him. And of course, he couldn't refuse. He dashed toward the door
and Isabelle sprang to action as well. They dashed down the stairs, jumping
down steps when they could, it felt as though they were flying down the stairwell.
They made it out of the building laughing and gasping for breath again.
Isabelle started walking in the direction of the party they had left, but Jay
took her arm and pulled her in the other direction.
"Let's go back to the dorms. I have something to show
you."
"What is it?" Isabelle jumped on one foot as she
put her shoes back on.
"I wrote a song. I want you to be the first one to hear
it." He smiled that breathtaking half smile.
They walked
slowly through the streets, talking about nothing in particular but enjoying
every second. Isabelle shivered, feeling very underdressed to be walking around
in a dress in the cold December night. Jay noticed and immediately unbuttoned
the jacket of his suit and put it over Isabelle's shoulders. She pulled the
front of the jacket together and snuggled into the warmth of the jacket. She
reached an arm out and tucked it through Jay's, hoping to keep him warm by
being closer.
_____
"I must have left my guitar in my room. Come on."
They left the practice room and opened the door connecting the middle section
to the south tower.
"I've never been in the south tower before."
Isabelle said as they walked down the halls decorated with tons of posters of
famous rock and roll musicians.
"We've got better taste don't we?" Jay said
teasingly.
"Psh. As if." Isabelle pushed him lightly. They
made their way to the sixth floor and as soon as they stepped into the hallway
they heard loud laughing and squealing. Isabelle looked at Jay, and he just
shrugged, not knowing who it could be.
"This floor is just me and the guys...Maybe Lao Hu's
got some girl over." They walked further down the hallway and the sounds
got louder. Jay stopped in front of his room and opened the door. But before he
could walk in, he stopped, standing still. He whipped around, Isabelle looked
at him confused.
"Lao Hu's room is the last one down the hall." He
whispered. He stepped around Isabelle and looked at the door right across from
his, a deadly anger building in his eyes. He pounded on the door.
"Open up!" He shouted as he kept pounding on the
door with his fist. The sounds stopped and a girl's giggling could be heard.
All of a sudden the door opened slightly, and there stood Loq, wearing nothing
but a sheet wrapped around his waist.
"What the hell are you..." Jay started angrily,
but before he could finish the door opened wider as someone else came to stand
next to Loq.
"Oh, Jay, what are you doing back so early?" Cera
said sarcastically, holding onto the sheet wrapped around her. She snaked her
arm around Loq's waist and leaned her head on his shoulder.
"I thought you and Isabelle would be out for
longer."
Jay clenched his fists, his blood starting to boil, about to
throw a punch. But he heard someone running down the hall. He turned around and
saw Isabelle running back the way they came, rounding the corner to the
elevator, his jacket around her shoulders fallen to the floor. Cera watched
after her, smirking as the running footsteps faded away.
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